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Saturday, June 11, 2005

Last few days after Ben got a permanent job, he tends to talk me into engagement. I personally thinks that i am still very young and many things might change. After marriage i really hope to live in my own house and not with his parents. It is not that i dislike them but i know that they are not easily to get along wat more with the 3 sisters. I think life will really be miserable. His house is always so dirty and messy, i really dislike it alot. Cannot imagine living there for some time. I just cannot get use to live with his family, living under one roof might not be tat easy after all. I hope to apply for a flat and can move in with him soon after ROM or latest before marriage. Hope he understands how i feels abt the whole situation. My mum will not agree of me marrying so young so i really trying very hard to come up with some excuses to avoid this topic but i can't, he too persistant....trying to delay till end of next year. Hmmm, juz see how it goes.

mi blurted out @ 11:39 PM