//...Is all about loving you..._____

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Been really busy that i dun have the time to update my blog...i have change to another department and more things for me to complete. At least not that boring and dun need to face one whole group of serious man. It seems to be more fun here after all. Not feeling too well these few days, my fever tends to go up n down like the rollar coaster. Quite stressful as if i got many things on my mind...i think 1 problem is enough for me to go real crazy for days. Really looking forward to this saturday, not only my 6 years anniversary with Jingyou but also the day where my trouble ends or begins...confuse rite? I think only i know wat i am talking about. Still cannot get use to working life, seems extremely boring, life seems to be more meaningless also. Had completed my yoga elementry lessons, looking forward to my intermediate yoga but not ready to join yet....i am not a pro yet!!!! My Snowy come her menses already, very troublesome, she tends to have mood swing and cannot sleep wif her at night. How much i missed those days having her curl up by my side. Ok...end of my diary, to be continue when i have the time.

mi blurted out @ 8:59 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wow, cannot image myself to be working in such an environment. The company was quite beautiful and the most interesting part is the unlimited supply of drinks. People working here seems rather serious. Luckily only work from 9am to 5.30pm still can teach after that. No computer and phone for me...not even a proper desk but i think i will have them by tomorrow. So free today, spending my time staring into space. Must really have a good rest when i reached home. Must remember to bring my packet drinks and tibits here tomorrow.

mi blurted out @ 1:22 AM

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Sian!!!! Quarrel again. He said he tired and i still asked him to company me to Serangoon Country Club. Really hope to swim but i really cant lah. Unexpected after i massage for him, Ben seems to improve his attitude rapidly. We even ordered many food at the country club all paid by aunty mary. Later we proceed to aunty mary house, tour around then go to another house to have bbq. Did not eat much there but still felt very full. Later Ben wants to go home early, Randi and I also left with him. We took a cab to Kathy's birthday party. Many girls over there and i think i am the only one wearing so causually but still think nicer than many of them...haha. We only stayed for about an hour after Kathy cut her cake, we left. Went to aunty mary house then. Pack our lagguage there already. Relaxing day but really spent quite alot. Kathy's present already $34....dun know that cunning Jungmin got cheat me or not.

mi blurted out @ 1:42 AM

Friday, June 24, 2005

Wow today dad passes me $400 and asked me to bring the 2 foreign girls to tour round Singapore places of interest. Although, the money will be return to dad by aunty mary, he still feels quite unsercure. We went in a total of 6 people. Ben could not go as he got to work and his bike is not working...kind of disappointed. Quite surprise that my menses pain actually recover on that particular month. Saw many animals today but nothing new. As we set off from aunty mary house and reached the zoo quite late, we did not manage to watch any animal shows...wat a waste!!! Night safari also went not long so overall outing ok ok only. Ben and i did quarrel but he still went aunty mary house at night....seems to back to original agin, honeymoon period over...hmm

mi blurted out @ 12:33 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

Every monday can be soooo tiring... FYP going to end soon but my project still got quite alot to do. That Rajani really cannot stand her, so lazy!!! Today sort of quite stressful, though happy that fyp finally going to be over. ****Rushing my pjt****Think really got to relax during the weekends, looking forward to it.

mi blurted out @ 5:32 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Last few days after Ben got a permanent job, he tends to talk me into engagement. I personally thinks that i am still very young and many things might change. After marriage i really hope to live in my own house and not with his parents. It is not that i dislike them but i know that they are not easily to get along wat more with the 3 sisters. I think life will really be miserable. His house is always so dirty and messy, i really dislike it alot. Cannot imagine living there for some time. I just cannot get use to live with his family, living under one roof might not be tat easy after all. I hope to apply for a flat and can move in with him soon after ROM or latest before marriage. Hope he understands how i feels abt the whole situation. My mum will not agree of me marrying so young so i really trying very hard to come up with some excuses to avoid this topic but i can't, he too persistant....trying to delay till end of next year. Hmmm, juz see how it goes.

mi blurted out @ 11:39 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Today is already the 7th week of FYP, still remember the first day...hmm time really pass so fast. Quite nervous, still got 1 1/2 hrs to go. Elaine just old me that i still have a long way to go for the project. I got to create current and future modelling and simulation. Think life will be tough after week 7. That Rajani!!! Everytime got to chase after her, she did not even tell me wat to do. Sickening....Plan to go JB with Shawn tomorrow.

mi blurted out @ 12:36 PM